Hi my name is Kelly! Nice to meet you and welcome to my very first post on my brand new blog!! I hope we will get to know eachother well!

One day we will all embark on a journey to self-love, and I am happy to announce I am on my journey today to radical self-love! I lived far too many of my days down and depressed thinking negative self-defeating thoughts, and one day it was like a lightbulb went off and I knew I had to change. About seven months ago I was smack dab in the middle of an addiction. I had struggled with an eating disorder since the age of 12 (I am 24 now thank you very much!) and it had gotten out of control and had morphed into compulsive binge-eating. Well truth be told, I really knew that by the time I was 18 that I was a binge eater. Oh the shame! I never told anyone and I was locked in a prison, I didn’t know what to do or how to fix it, so I ate in private and I was debilitated by a self-loathing overeating cycle for years and years. I was always able to get my life in control to some degree by going on a diet, but those days of successful dieting began to get further and further apart, and it was hard to keep the weight from creeping on. I used to use drugs to help me keep my appetite low, I used to bully myself into spending hours at the gym, but nothing helped, I was compulsive and obsessive over food no matter how much I tried to deny that I was. One day I hit my wall, or like addicts like to say "I hit my bottom" I surrendered to my boyfriend and said I can't go on like this anymore, I can't do it anymore, it was either self-destruct or make some serious changes in my life. So the universe got my memo and my boyfriend found me an overeaters anonymous meeting in my area, I went the following week. I can't say it’s been easy but my life is on a continual upswing, I have gone from a place of self-hatred to a place of acceptance, and now I am on a journey to self-love.

 

Today:

I am on an amazing journey to self-love. I see in the not too far distance an amazing place in which the love in me is over-flowing from the inside out. I believe in my heart that I am ready to experience this radical experience of self-love every day in every way. I deserve to love and be loved, but most of all I deserve to approve, accept and love myself all the time. It is my birthright to be connected to the loving divine one-ness inside of me that is always on my side telling me wonderful glorious things about myself, true things! That’s right TRUE THINGS! I am a goddess, worthy of my own love acceptance and approval. I am a shining beacon of light that everyone basks in. I have so much joy, love and compassion with me that I can tap into every moment of everyday. Self-love is the only way. Self-love is the only answer.

♥       I love myself therefore I do not overeat.

♥       I love myself therefore I do not think negative thoughts.

♥       I love myself therefore I do not dwell on the past.

♥       I love myself therefore I only think wonderfully positive thoughts.

♥       I love myself therefore I eat to nourish and heal my body

♥       I love myself therefore I take care of my home, my body and those whom I love dearly.

♥       I love myself therefore I focus on solutions and not problems

♥       I love myself therefore my weight will be release in time.

♥       I love myself therefore I stay active and exercise my body

♥       I love myself therefore I do not hold on to grudges or resentments.

♥       I love myself therefore I give out so much love to those around me

♥       I love myself therefore I don’t judge or criticize myself or others.

♥       I love myself therefore I don’t hold on to anger or guilt.

 I love myself therefore everything I do, every decision I make is guided by the divine in me who is my most loving expression, and is taking care of me from now on!

Who I am today and every day in this life time is a perfect whole being, a spirit whom has everything inside to take control of my life. Happiness is an inside job and I have everything I need to be the happiest person I know. I am meant to thrive not just get by. I am meant to be alive not just coast. I am meant to change lives, not just wish my life away. I have so much purpose I cannot even fathom how much purpose I have today. I am creating a beautiful world today which is my future. I see amazing things coming because I know who I am and I know who I’ve always been. That girl is full of light love and energy and capable of anything. She is so happy, so positive so caring and compassionate, she is me, I’ve always been her and we are about to reunite for good. I am precious, I am worth it, I deserve joy, peace, serenity, abundance, love and a happy happy life!!! I have so many reasons to love me:

♥       I love myself and I know how precious I am

♥       I love myself and see myself as a radiant beacon of light

♥       I love myself and I have much to offer to the world

♥       I love myself and am blessed with many gifts inside

♥       I love myself and I see my infinite potential

♥       I love myself and I know I am being taken care of

♥       I love myself and accept myself exactly the way I am

♥       I love myself and I am on the pathway to creating a future beyond my wildest dreams

“Self-Love is the keystone to life, when you have self-love everything else magically comes together” today and every day I choose to love myself and watch my beautiful life magically unfold in front of me, I deserve all that is good all that is love, I am at peace and one with this beautiful universe.

Thank-you universe for teaching me my greatest lessons, always loving, always supporting, always guiding, I know I can count on your grace and your infinite love forever until the end of time, I love you. 

 

Love Always,

 

Kelly




@Kelly1Bean